i want to vent all my rants here and look at them later because i rant to myself a lot(might be a sign of OCD but who cares)
11/29/23: wow it has been a long time. anyway i was working on my gamr blah blah blah it shit. there are so many glitches so i need to fix them. bye
11/19/23: i couldnt update this website lately because i just didn't have any time. im working on my dream game thing and it took a bit of time since i also have school work. i also had a mental break downn few hours ago and i still want to kill myself. my sleep schedule is also so shitty that i started halucinating. but it prabably wont change because i like the night. its quiet, calm, and dont have anything too bright that hurts my eyes. byr
11/15/23: why are there so muchstuff recently. i have a test and i have to work on my passion project and bunch of other stuff like clubs and stuff so i dont have time to work on this. i might not update this as much as i when i started it but i will update this time to time
11/12/23:i have a massive migrain right now. i was trying to read but i couldnt focus on anything. bye my head hurts too much
11/11/23: i took a rest for two days from html so i can work on my game thing. ok bye
11/8/23:i couldnt really add rants for a week because my english teacher decided that there would be a creative writing assignment that is worth 2/3 my grade. yay. also her husband's grandmother died. anyway i am working on my game now that i have free time. bye
11/2/23: i have a sub right now so im working on this. its beem a month since i started. wow time flies quickly. or maybe its just my short term memory lose but it probably fine. one of the girl randomly started moaning for some fucking reason. what the hell. i am so tired
11/1/23: why dont i have time for anything. i want to do so much stuff but i dont have time
10/31/23: holloween yay. there were a lot more weird costumes then expected. there was a fucking knight templar. what the fuck. there was also a avocado. she was that one annoying girl that asks about random shit that he said 5 seconds ago or comletely irrelevant. so my teacher didnt let her go to the restroom because avocados dont go to restrooms. who even likes avocados anyway. they taste like somekind of greasy(ita not literaly greasy but it taste like grease? idk) fruit paste thing that exept its sugar and fruitiness was replaced with a random leaf from a bush. i hate avocados
10/30/23: there was a lot of things yesterday like tests and stuff so i didnt really have time to update thiis. sorry. anyway imbored. im sopposed to study ut im working on this because i am so fucking bored and i did update it yesterday. i will think of rant topics later. i should actually rant here more often
10/28/23: i took a break for a week because there was a lot of tests this week. i also beat yume nikki. i will try to update this a bit more frequently now. bye
fuck i forgot to update my site. fuck fuck fuck fuck
10/18/23:well, i got a 100 on my science test. i dont really have anything happen other then that so time to play yume nikki
10/17/23: i dont really feel anything today. im not sure why. im just going to play yume nikki now
10/15/23: i started playing yume nikki. i played short yume nikki fangames first but i think im ready for the real one. wish me luck
10/14(15)/23: so ok i overreacted yesterday. i started to forget jack shit. i couldnt remember what ordeer things happened 20 seconds ago and had a panic attack. its fine now. i stll cant remember but m fine. im fine
10/13/23: im scared help
10/12/23#2: why does the neocities logo have a anonymous mask thingy? what.its probably some protest thign or smtn idk i dont care
10/12/23: ok. i had a another discord argument with a fucking idiot. a dude, lets call him ghost, said we were being misled that hitler was bad and that it was all propaganda and complained that he cant have free speech in a free country after he got warned for saying a hitler joke in a *school* dicord server. he also said he just "stated the facts" and said no opinions whatsoever. i told him that the first sentence in his paragraph is literaly a opinion. he just told me that it was "just an example". if youre wondering what the sentence said, it said "we are being misled that hitler is bad.". it literally is an opinion. then one of the mods(this one is actually sane unlike the last one), lets call him mango, told him to shut the fuck up. then ghost complained about not being able to have free speech, this is a free country, blah blah blah. i told hime that you do have free speech but people just dont like him. he told me that that contradicts myself. i asked him to explain. he did not and just cried about free speech bullshit. he also said saying hitler is bad is being biased and complained about biden. what the fuck. he said he was not a hitler supporter but he also said hitler wasnt bad. i just told him to stop pretend that he doesnt have free speech and told him that he is not actually "woke" and told him to shut his woke bullcrap ass up. 3 more people joined by now and it was a 5v1 and everyone laughed at him. he cried for a few minutes and left. then everyone else had an actual inteligent argument about politics backed with acutal reasoning. wow he was a fucking idiot
10/11/23#3: one of admin on my school's(unofficaial) discord server made an art contest for his birthday and promised to give two cents to who ever that got first place. i joined because why not i hadnt drawn in a while and i wanted to have fun. his girlfriend got first. so i asked him to give at least a cent to second place for ovious reasons. second place was also his girlfreind and the third was him. i was apperantly 4th. there was a ovious winner and that was not me. mine was a shitty sketch i made because i didnt have enough time for a full on drawing. it wasnt even in my "style" which doesnt even exist yet but still. i got mad at it. he got mad at me for being mad for a cent which i told him to give to someone else. what the fuck. it was embarrasng. then i went general and it turns out he was having *two* discord arguments at the same time. im honestly impresed. two people were talking and the admin got mad about it the two people he was arguing with didnt even want to argue. he timed out all of us for argueing with hime while we were telling him that we did not want to argue. his girlfreind asked what happened so he untimed us out. so we explained the situation and he got mad and called the owner. owner told him to chill. then the admin asked who i was and i told him and one of the two dude said i knew me and said i had a thin eyes which i do have. he got warned for being "racist". i defended him because i do have a thin eyes explained how that doeant translate to sayingall asians have thin eyes. if the person trying you are tring to defend tryies to defend the "offender' you are on the wrong side. people are fucking idiots
10/11/23#2: i hate when character that are child coded are sexuallized. why do you need to do it in the first place?(i know but still) if your exuse is "they are actually 100 years old" its not a good exuce. if the character is child coded but not sexuallized its fine. its just a cute character and nothing else. if it is sexuallized its the same as sexuallizing a child. youre just using "looks like a child but actually a 10000 years old" to justify pedophila. its gross. god i hate the internet
10/11/23: i forgot to do my ELA homework so i had to rush it so i couldnt rant yesterday. boys are moaning right now for some reason. i dont know why. wy are they even doing it anyway? the teacher didnt notice tho. i also have a subso maybe thats why. im so bored right now. i finished my work and i dont have anything to do. bye
10/9/23: im going to have a text tommorow. i just finished all my homework. why am i feeling anxious lately? i also dont really want to do anything these days. i guess im just tired. i should get some rest
10/8/23: i cam over the crush i last talked about. i also just relized i was closing my left eye for some reason. i dont know why. i need to get stuff done today so bye
10/7/23: there was no rant yesterday because i wanted some rest and there was a test. i still want to rest so bye
10/5/23: i tryed playing texas holdem aaand one the new people who played it won 76 points. yay. i love gambling. we didnt actually use money tho. i took a test today and probably am going to fail it. im bored and dont have a lot of homework so im working on this. i should rant about something.
10/4/23#2: i think i found something to talk about. vtuber. yay. i fine with the concept of vtuber i general; its just person using face tracking to stay private of stay in character who cares. but what i dont like about a lot of vtubers are that a lot of them,their entire content is just boobs and ass. why do people even like it in first place? its not even that interesting. it just seems like they cant make good content so they just have to pretend its onlyfans or something. which i also dont get. why do they even pay money for it? the internet has plenty of them already that are free. you dont need to pay money. so yeah. i dont realy like content creators whos their entire content is just boobs and ass. ok bye
10/4/23: i have a sub for social studies class and i finished my work so im working on this. i still dont know how to make a side bar. or add a backgound. i should watch tutorials but im too lazy doing other things. i also have a crush on this boy that i dont even know the name of. help. also these "rants"are getting kind of short. i should find something to rant about
10/3/23: lot of things happened today. one of the students randomly started beat boxing to Erika while doing a nazi salute. jewish girl got mad and got physical and accedentaly smaked me in the face with her phone. the hell. the kid never beat boxed before. when did he learn to beat box? wtf anyway way to much people stared at my ass and i also had an existential chrisis mid class and got sucidal. yay. this isnt really a rant buti need to study so bye
10/2/23: how the hell do people add sidebars? how do they add backgrounds? i tired and need to go to schools so i wont look up tutorials butseriously how do they do that?